Friday, March 18, 2011


I am really nervous about my doctors appointment today.

So nervous that if I had any choice in the matter I would not go.

It's one of those events where I feel much safer just not knowing.

I'm feeling better.

I know I'm getting better.

But how will I feel if the tumors have grown?

That is what I'm nervous about.

Disappointment will be a given, but I don't want it to lead to anything more.

What decisions will I have to face if they are growing?

And why am I doing this to myself?

I need to be trusting in God right now and not letting the "what if's" scare me.

So.... I'm going to go pray about it, and I would appreciate if you would, as well.

Thank you!

I'll blog tonight about the results unless something catastrophic prevents me. :-)


Christy said...

Praying. . .

Rosanne said...

Definitely praying for you today, that you'll experience that peace that passes all understanding.

Lynne said...

Praying for the kind of peace that only He can give. Hoping for good news!!!

Lynn said...


The Name of the Lord is a strong tower. The righteous run to it and are safe. Prov. 18:10